tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-38907692011-04-21T10:49:52.222-07:00Life in a cacoonshell??life!Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comBlogger1151100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1106472332640338322005-01-23T01:17:00.000-08:002005-01-23T01:25:32.640-08:00Listening to " Sunday morning" by marroon five.. tthought it was a nice song so asked my bro to download it for me.. well spent my sunday morning today at the shooting range.. slept at 2am and woke up at 6am! casue yesterday had night shoot as well... The SAF should realise that we are not robots lah... or rather my unit has to realise that!!!.. we need to spend time at home and rest!!!! second Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1105806859459604922005-01-15T09:16:00.000-08:002005-01-15T08:34:19.460-08:00Ok I'm so bored and clueless of what to do... therefore I decided to blog.. can you believe it?
The past week has been really long.. and when I say long, boy did it feel long!!.. booked in on saturday night for live firing briefing, and then the live firing on sunday itself!.. sigh.. dam demoralised, I mean what could be more demoralising then burning the first weekend of the work year.. plus theHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1104598078292824522005-01-01T09:27:00.000-08:002005-01-01T08:47:58.293-08:00Its the New YEAR!!! my gosh 2004 just faded away and now we're in 2005! gosh.. its been a year since I went to the army and its been a year since the last christmas... you might think thats like duh.. but as I Was packing my table, christmas cards that I hang up since last year seemed like they were there not long ago. Maybe casue of the frequency I see them, casue I'm in camp and not at home Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1104341932417069042004-12-29T09:14:00.000-08:002004-12-29T09:38:52.416-08:00uh oh.. the dry spell was about to set in.. it already did for the past few days since I blogged.. sigh.. but since then so many turn of evens have happened! christmas for one was one big event this year! Got ppl presents! thats a change from the Ezra who was broke and unwilling to spend a single cent last year...
So the gift exchange was really great fun! everyone was giving and recieving gifts Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1102984185778410142004-12-13T16:08:00.000-08:002004-12-13T16:29:45.776-08:00So since the mega praise, I have sort to rededicate my life into the Lord's hands and move on from there once again. The engines are cranking and almost immediatedly He revealed a mentor to me! Kevin is my new mentor, had a chat session with him last sunday and I think I like his style of thinking =) Was thinking soomeone can now really answer all those mind boggling questions of mine.
At some Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1102591531192323732004-12-09T03:09:00.000-08:002004-12-09T03:25:31.193-08:00I'm in church now waiting for mega praise to happen =) is a first time after a long time that I'm game for worship.. I think I'm ready to come back to the heart of worship and to be close to Him once more.
Tell you what happened.. last sunday night I had to book in by myself as my parents were overseas, had to take a cab from home which cost $17!! anyway that is besides he point. I was listeningHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1102096175944443552004-12-03T09:32:00.000-08:002004-12-03T09:49:35.943-08:00Haiz.. Dunno what just came across my mind but its not good.. its always not good this past few weeks.. bleah =(
Just came back from platoon defensive mission, digging a whole tranch with my two men was dam shag.. but I think I lost 4kgs out of that threes days of digging.. well hint to those who want top lose weight fast..
Next week is platoon offensive and therefore I can't go for this year'sHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1101632708733911792004-11-28T00:39:00.000-08:002004-11-28T01:05:08.733-08:00So since the last time I made an entry, here is an account of what has been happening in my life so far =)
Well I initially thought the past two weeks would have turned out better then I thought, but little did I know that living it through would be totally different!!! especially this past week! its been hell on thursday friday and till saturday! argh! the life I'm living now sucks other then Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1100479650358365592004-11-14T16:35:00.000-08:002004-11-14T16:47:30.356-08:00Gosh dunno what came across my mind yesterday... thought I Was going mad!!! Crazy over nothing!.. Sigh =( Din enjoy it and realised the best thing to do was to sleep it off.. Thinking more rationally now but still the thought ticks behind my mind. Those good old days one will say. But what the hell.... I'm going back to work tml... its gonna be different altogether..DIFFERENT!
How do I keep Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1100357951607460192004-11-13T06:59:00.000-08:002004-11-13T06:59:11.606-08:00On this very day.. The "skater & 1 biker gang"! haha boy did we enjoy ourselves! Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1100192190389455722004-11-11T09:36:00.000-08:002004-11-11T08:56:30.390-08:00Trying to enjoy my every minute of freedom at home, and away from camp!!! Longest period of time since I past out from basic military school... So I'm able to snuggle into my very own bed for the next few nights till next monday and boy am I treasuring the moments hahaa!!!
I'd discribe my work in camp getting more and more demanding and stressfull as time goes by. Nothing comes easy.. with a Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1100190064803470162004-11-11T08:21:00.000-08:002004-11-11T08:21:04.803-08:00Here's a picture from georgie's camera! haha.. My new deuter bag with water bag attached! hahaa Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1100105255143774512004-11-10T09:47:00.000-08:002004-11-13T07:07:19.626-08:00
Our Above 18's outing rae organised when she was still in Singapore! We all miss her, and hope for more above 18's outings when she gets back!
Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1095780916983934722004-09-21T08:15:00.000-07:002004-09-21T08:35:16.983-07:00Yay! I'm blogging again! Realised that I've only entered less then FIVE entries since the beginning of my army life, means since the begining of this year! haha... Reading my own entries just transport me back to that moment in time, and now so much has changed sinced I've dawned on my "third stripe" as a seargent. Once I Was a recruit, and as a trainee, never thought I would be in my current Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1093966054101185272004-08-31T08:18:00.000-07:002004-08-31T08:27:34.103-07:00Ok it seems everytime I blog, its always been quite awhile since I last did it. Last saturaday had my graduation parade to signify my passing out of SISPEC! No longer a trainee, casue I now have earned my third strip as a seargent and moving on to unit life from tml onward till the end of my arny career! ITs been 9 months of training, in the island called tekong. Well dunno whats gonna be Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1089477588049862142004-07-10T09:28:00.000-07:002004-07-10T09:39:48.050-07:00Quite long since I updated huh? oh well, just too much have passed each time I book out. And so never really thought of blogging cause it would mean pages and pages of boring essays of my life in the ARMY!!
This blog of mine may just be on its way to a grinding stop. But as the gears stop, they're always there to leave a legacy of my pass.
My dearie mei, said that I should blog, so I did =) causeHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1086164869233027472004-06-02T00:59:00.000-07:002004-06-02T01:27:49.233-07:00Oh my gosh! this blogger thingy has changed so much... And oh yes *clearing up as much cobwebs as possible*, I shall post an entry today!
Thinkin that my blogspot is getting rather redundant, cause I dun realli have the time to tend to it. Even those friendster sites and my fantasy football sites which have been emailing me every week, I haven't realli got the time or even bothered checking them Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1076688482646081182004-02-13T08:08:00.000-08:002004-02-13T08:10:32.686-08:00okok, I'll begin to blog again today... this blog of mine is starting to grow cobwebs.. and ppl must have stopped reading it cause its hardly been updated. Well its not like I dont want to blog, but I'm not home most of the time, and when I do get home, I'm freaking tired!! Army life is part and parcel of a guys life in Singapore, of well swallow hard and " chiong ah!!!"
Tonight I'm not feelingHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1075660240576111332004-02-01T10:30:00.000-08:002004-02-01T10:32:54.623-08:00Hmmm the last time I blogged was on the 11th of January! and now it's Febuary! Gosh since then it feels like I've been in this real world, i.e. out of tekong, for a few short intervals at a time... the Long Chinese New Year break rushed by, and next weekend is my complusary confinement period. Cause Field camp's up and ts gonna be 7 days of uncomfortable living, i.e. shit hell!... hmm but who am Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1073752241808444282004-01-10T08:30:00.000-08:002004-01-10T08:44:45.200-08:00Finnally home once again! Home Sweet Home! Just came home from cell at Rae's house! so nicem had quite abit of fun there, and fellowship and prayer. But on the whole today was tiring I tell you! Woke up early and had a go at the SOC.. My gosh its realli fun! But really tiring as well.. especially the running part with the Long 4 uniform kills plus the stupid helmet.. and its not going to stop Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1073399713494812462004-01-06T06:35:00.000-08:002004-01-06T06:36:52.826-08:00Gosh I think I need to be more man!...Hmm agree with your meisie...sigh.. When things happen, I just got this urge to wine to everyone and anyone that come to mind. Like when I had high fever just now, and felt as if I Was going to die, every single thought of mine needs to be vented out, to let at least another soul know how I'm feeling and what I'm thinking.. Edwin says its probably how I was Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1073304351711676142004-01-05T04:05:00.000-08:002004-01-05T04:07:29.983-08:00Haiz I'm back home today casue I had a fever this morning.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. Not too happy about it casue I rather be training for a sooner disruption! and how could I leave my platoon mates training, while I'm in the comfort of my own home, just doesn't feel right. Anyway what to do, my weak body of my failed to withstand the bacteria/virus. This morning woke up at 4am feeling all horrible, Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1072941628350451312003-12-31T23:20:00.000-08:002003-12-31T23:22:00.903-08:00Yay! its New year day! The very first time I shall blog for this year of 2004! Gosh its exciting! Yesterday on new years day, met meisie in town first to hang out and shop abit! I got a levis jeans! yay hehe *grins* Took a nice neo print, and again as usual we looked realli good! haha.. so I had just framed up all the nice neo prints on the photo frame Eunice gave me on christmas! came into real Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1072837867561763782003-12-30T18:31:00.000-08:002003-12-30T18:32:38.373-08:00Right! I'm back! actually have been back a couple of times already. But just have been realli tired of lazy to update my blog! Its been a really long time since the night before my enlistment till today has been about 3 weeks! Gosh!
First day of enlistment was a realli experinece! went there alone and felt realli left out, then we started to march around in my jeans and shirt which was soaked Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1071025208397296902003-12-09T19:00:00.000-08:002003-12-09T19:01:12.013-08:00Hey! this would probably be my last blog until a long time?? Going to enlist into the army tml morning at 8am! Sigh.. just reached home from camp in church, and would be meeting damien later to go beach road to buy army stuff, then going down to church for my finalle mega praise tonight!
Called long distance to Dad in church, and they seem to having fun! Its winter and there is thick snow all Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1070730048092550852003-12-06T09:00:00.000-08:002003-12-06T09:01:47.216-08:005th nov 4.55pm
On my way to meet jeremy for dinner. I'm on my own right now, cause my entire has left for Canada! Woke up this morning and it really felt like in the home alone scence whereby nobody was at home!.. *sobs* They left early in the morning. O well had to get my own breakfast, had ham and eggs in the fridge, so i had that. Lunch was the left over chicken rice from last night's dinner. Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1070197986447550002003-11-30T05:13:00.000-08:002003-11-30T05:13:57.390-08:00Just came back from leaders retreat, and quite shagged out! my gosh isn't time realli passing so exptremely fast! gosh this is the blog on that very faithfull day! haha
29th nov 3.52am
Cant get to sleep now... ever since 1.30am, could hardly get the least amount of shut eye! In the midst of the leader's retreat now. Probably because of the tiramisu latte that's causing my insomia. Siqh... Soon Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1069949103253187202003-11-27T08:05:00.000-08:002003-11-27T08:05:50.450-08:00Blogging on the train once again: 27th nov - 10.34
My spirit cry's out to you Lord, am i slipping away? What am i suppose to do? Do i already know it? You've named me 'Holiness in obedience', but have i obeyed You? Could You give me a clear sign?
But i thank You Lord for the pmomise that you will never leave me nor forsake me. I feel You near me, that i may find comfort knowning You hear my plea.Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1069864885376595892003-11-26T08:41:00.000-08:002003-11-26T08:42:10.793-08:00Blogging again on a train ride home: 26th Nov - 10pm
On my way back from another round of fun at the movies, and dinner. This time it was with elissa damien and daryl. We watched 'Master and Commander'. It was realli good! haha.. oh well maybe its just me, cause I like those sailing ships of the past, with all those cannons and stuff.. haha.
Anyway, after damien left for work, me daryl and Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1069764680506875732003-11-25T04:51:00.000-08:002003-11-25T04:52:04.250-08:00So I found out why my PDF palm crashed out on me... sigh.. haha.. oh well here is the blog on that very faithfull day:
21st Nov - 1.24pm
Never thought this day would finnally be here so soon!
Blogging while on the train to town to meet georgie,damien and elissa. Using my PDA to do so, and then transfering it to my blog. hehe high tech huh hahaha!
This is round 3 since the end of the last of my Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-106975381045107942003-11-25T01:50:00.000-08:002003-11-25T01:56:25.186-08:00Making An entry for the very first time after my A's!!! haha.. gosh its finally over! what can i say.. I only could find the time to blog now casue I din have time! practically going out from the early morning to midnight every day since the end of the A's!
You see, cause I knew I din have much time to be at home to blog, I had begun to blog on my PDF last friday, after my A's, so I could come Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1068734874933200032003-11-13T06:47:00.000-08:002003-11-13T06:48:22.250-08:00Making a quick entry today in order to vent my stress and weariness from monotonous mugging! Have to get back to my complete my final revisions for physical geog tml..! sigh... realli just going through the notes, hopefully tml it'll all come to me as I remain calm and mentally sharp. But tml will be the end of my second last paper! how exciting! summore the next paper will be next thrusday Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1068383218922562352003-11-09T05:06:00.000-08:002003-11-09T05:07:21.340-08:00I shall blog today as a landmark occassion. Tml is the start of my 'A' levels examination. A real big thing..!!! So I shall remember this day, to the day I look back and say:" The Lord has brought me through it, what a breeze it was, just the other day.." Hmmm thats my prayer.
Feeling all excited, scared, terrified, calm at the same time..! the Exam jitters! Haiz.. in my life I've been through Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1067959464970535892003-11-04T07:24:00.000-08:002003-11-04T07:24:40.810-08:00Feeling super sians lah!.. sigh.. just came back from edwin's place for GP consultation. He realli helped me alot man.. thank God for edwin and his timely advice about practically anything.. haiz.. but now its up to me.. And by the Grace of God, He will see me through all these man!
Today went to YMCA mc's to study.. thought it was unproductive somehow... sigh.. dunno what to say... stupid econsHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1066571975845177012003-10-19T06:59:00.000-07:002003-10-19T07:03:11.640-07:00Hahaha.. today's blogging will be kinda wired...=) hmm maybe cause I never knew I had been writing for an audience for the past dunno how many blogs. But I promise you my feelings are as sincere as ever... hmmm you judge yah?
Anyway what probably compelled me to write today was cause I've sort of patched things up with Elissa *winks* my Angel! always have and will be yah? but sad that we've Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1066444335375274632003-10-17T19:32:00.000-07:002003-10-17T19:34:07.586-07:00Woke up this morning, having a hang-over kinda feeling, probably slept too much or something..not reallli what, slept at 11 woke up at 7am and then finally at 9am... prob the disturbed sleep causing it.. I dunno.
Anyway I just got to join this friendster.com kinda thing. Adrain introduced it to me, its some networking of friends, and I sort of found some ppl I knew from ACJC, quite cool lah.
HaveHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1066141841055530962003-10-14T07:30:00.000-07:002003-10-14T07:30:40.803-07:00Quite tired again man... had a nap and woke only becasue I Still have a comprehension to do. If not for the consultation tml I wouldn't need to complete it today, and also not be going to school early tml. Sigh..! I'm so sian of waking up tired and dragging myself to school again... I just want to have a good rest so I can study! Can you please give that to me I beg you!! Anyone?Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1065789630886280492003-10-10T05:40:00.000-07:002003-10-14T07:24:42.323-07:00Have been realli trying to study lately, pushing myself not to take naps by staying out to study, and today would be my thrid consecutive night, and I hope I still can persevere till the end. Had a nap just now, cause have been sleeping at 12 plus for the past two nights, so I can mug tonight too.
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Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1065366247366802632003-10-05T08:04:00.000-07:002003-10-05T08:05:51.446-07:00Said I was feelin kinda nostalgic just now.. but a good christian CD plus a nice chat with my dear meisie was my remedy! haha =)
Was doing my maths just now, but engines weren't cranking, need to stay back in school tml to consult consult consult!
Was chatting with my mei about our dreams, Sigh... My greatest dream to own a yacht and sail! with gold trimmings and luxury unimaginable. But was justHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1065010556634132372003-10-01T05:15:00.000-07:002003-10-01T05:17:49.960-07:00Kinda bored now, so before I get down to studying again I guess I will "pen" down my thoughts...
Well prelim results are out, and I got C for GP, EEO for econs geog and maths. Hmmm pretty much thankful for my results, given the last minuteness of my preparation, and Glory can onli be given to God! YEAH!
Plus now I know more, about how to go about this last lap of revision, and then it would be OKHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1064593160619126102003-09-26T09:19:00.000-07:002003-09-26T09:19:20.546-07:00I'm Thinking! shhhh......Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1063976517315816132003-09-19T06:01:00.000-07:002003-10-10T05:03:49.036-07:00Just had a thought and felt that I had to put it down somewhere. Mugging for Human Geog prelims on monday, while listening to Christian worship songs.
Heard of a penny for your thoughts? Here's a thought for my Lord:
Lets not rush by to worship Him.
But with all thy Strength, Heart, and Mind.
Lets park and bow down,
Stop to know He is near.
That He chose us in Him
That we may have a spirit Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1063854052184540882003-09-17T20:00:00.000-07:002003-09-17T20:00:52.393-07:00The surging JOY of the Lord! Strengthens and Builds me up!
Dunno why suddenly feeling the Joy of the Lord withen me. Was just thinking about Our YES! cell, and reading rae's christmas card to me, saying how she felt that after that leader's retreat night, YES was born again.
And as I was thinking how we as cell leaders have temporarily stepped down, and now that our cell is taken care off under Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1063545300053858082003-09-14T06:15:00.000-07:002003-10-10T05:04:26.943-07:00Feeling dam sian lah... so bored over fliping throught the essay outlines for econs tml. Gonna have the paper at 1pm tml summore! its still a long wait.. hehe.. am I confident? I dunno, silently so I guess... but there's some apprehension I guess, quite normal or I won't be human right?...seriously I just can't wait for this ordeal to be over and done with.. then can look forward to many more Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1063371081273361432003-09-12T05:51:00.000-07:002003-09-12T05:54:50.830-07:00Yay! I think I am feelin better, hehe.. my physic and mental aspects of my body, spirituality wise has always been there! Cause Jesus Rawks in My life. You know after all, My Lord is on the Throne of my life. Daily I want to give him that place, and I commit my life into his hands. Brings so much comfort cause I have nothing to boast of myself, only of Jesus's presence in my life yesterday today Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1063182869372592822003-09-10T01:34:00.000-07:002003-09-10T05:20:29.176-07:00I've fallen sick!.. yes the cold and sore throat is infecting me!.. I wasn't feelin all that fine yesterday already.
Well here's my case:
I've gotta get my guitar tunner back from elissa and so I swallowed hard and called her on monday to ask her whether she could pass the tunner to me on tuesday cause I would be at marine parade library studying. Well that was settled, I thought, and then I Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1063018457087538292003-09-08T03:54:00.000-07:002003-09-08T03:54:16.920-07:00Gosh its been long since I typed down my thoughts... hmm nothing much I guess or rather finding things too dull to say. its the study period you see.. if I had blogged it would be like, " oh have been studying... stressed and tired etc..." so I guess I din realli bother lah.. haha or was I plain lazy.. hehe*grinz*.
BUT seriously lots of exciting things have happened lah.. significant experiencesHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1059573545585622092003-07-30T06:59:00.000-07:002003-07-30T06:59:05.573-07:00I asked God for strength that I might achieve;
I was made weak that I might learn to obey.
I asked for riches that I might be happy;
I was given poverty that I might be wise.
I asked for power and the praise of men;
I was given weakness to sense my need of God.
I asked for all things that I might enjoy life;
I was given life that I might enjoy all things.
I got nothing I askedHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1058715534296665752003-07-20T08:38:00.000-07:002003-07-20T08:38:54.256-07:00Just when I was getting myself out of it...
Why the hell do I want to blow it away and plung straight into it again.
Foolishness untold off!. Like swiming in your own shit!.
WEll look at it this way, at least I know and am going to get out of it!
Try knock me down, but the Lord be my strength. My help in times of need.
On spiritual walk with my Lord so close, Draw me near!. Thanks Angel!
Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1058457043302221622003-07-17T08:50:00.000-07:002003-07-17T08:50:43.140-07:00Hmmms.. hows?? Got DOF for geog, econs and maths, and a D7 for my GP liao... =s *Bleah*. Told my parents about it and sort of tried to make them understand what I felt happen. As I said before I'm not devastated by my results, but can't help but to be a little fearful of the future. In fact my geog is the onli encouraging improvement that I may want to spur myself with, that I can do better evenHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1058187697963952242003-07-14T06:01:00.000-07:002003-07-14T06:10:00.770-07:00Today woke up with much sianess in me.. sigh struggling to make it =(... but the day wasn't all that unpleasent :).. Had morning prayer group to look forward to everyday! plus today I earned around $8 bucks from betting on soccer! ahah.. sigh but I was realli disgusted with the money, felt like throwing it away! I promise Dear Lord not to gamble again! help me keep my promise. Then got back my Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1058111881602502842003-07-13T08:58:00.000-07:002003-07-13T08:58:01.570-07:00Kinda wierd today.. Dunno why I stumbled and started to write my Life journal once again on this bloggy blog. From the previous posting, I have decided to publish my writing "journal". One day as I was going through it, I din know I had written that much. Its inspirational stuff I would jot down once in awhile, and whenever I'm depressed, or when I feel its appropraite for encouraging others, Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1057143843253644402003-07-02T04:04:00.000-07:002003-07-02T04:04:03.226-07:00Your Grace is sufficient for me.
You teach me to say "No" to ungodliness and worldly passions.
To live self-controlled upright and Godly lives.
To shine His name on high
Because Saviour, Jesus Christ gave himself
To redeem is fromm all wickedness
And to purify his people.
People who who are eager to do what is good
Had my exams the past few days.. realli tried but glad its going to be over! I Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1056772309677830762003-06-27T20:51:00.000-07:002003-06-27T20:51:49.493-07:00WEll last night I toked to rae online about how stressed I felt about my exams. Hehe rae is so encouraging! =) spoke alot of truths that got me thinking..
You see under exam pressure I would say "die lah!.. what if I cant remember?". Then after the paper if everything I said before comes true I would say "aiyah! shit lah... sure Die.. dunno how man.." then lastly I would say " But lets just Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1056728603800832632003-06-27T08:43:00.000-07:002003-06-27T20:08:32.983-07:00Sigh I'm so not focus.. I have like no confidence in myself for the up coming common test on Monday!!..
Talked to my Angel elissa just now.. told her how I felt but she shared with me how pissed and as Bleah as I was as well.. haha wierd cause it seems she could be facing more than I am now.. and even when I was secondary 3 life was smooth sailing for me... But Angel! thats why God will bless youHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-1056625779301634932003-06-26T04:09:00.000-07:002003-06-26T04:09:39.316-07:00Wow Blogger has a new look altogether! You all should try =) Anyway.. today quite slack leh.. woke up at 1130am then slack and ate breakfast.. by the time I got some work done was from 2 to 3 something.. then watched TV and had "Old chung kees" for tea..the curry puff ROCKS man!! haha.. Must be wondering why no lunch right??.. haha.. I'm on a diet!!..joking! ahhaa.. just the irregular patterns Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-958320312003-06-19T09:33:00.000-07:002003-06-19T09:33:59.136-07:00"Now she's gone, I'm still holding on.. Dun want to let her go.. Maybe my Love will come back some day.. Only Heaven knows.. And Maybe our Hearts will find their way.. and Only Heaven knows..~ SO when Heaven knows. My life On its way there.. I can onli hope and pray.. Cause Heaven knows ~Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-957568772003-06-17T08:55:00.000-07:002003-06-17T08:55:11.270-07:00Hmmm kinda long since I last wrote..Have been starting to wonder about in thoughts, and not realli having the thoughts I guess...?? kinda in a drifty mood here,,, if you know what that means??... Whats my life to be? I'm kinda make logic out of it.. in a serious sense.. you see if I realli want to get somewhere, mission and VISION need to play a big role in my life.. Especially God's will in my Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-951533362003-06-01T07:37:00.000-07:002003-06-01T07:37:57.056-07:00My Prayer: Make me a servant, humble and meek. Lord help me to lift up those who are weak. And make me a servant today. Lord Jesus help me forgive those who may have intentionally or not, brought me hurt, because your grace is sufficient for me. May you circumsise me away from the desires of my flesh, and bring me to greater heights in my walk with you my Lord. Because it is onli in you that I Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-951050352003-05-30T19:09:00.000-07:002003-05-30T19:10:37.000-07:00Today is gonna be quite an exciting day, edwin my mentor is getting married!! really happy for him! He is someone I would like to model after, feel that we have many trades alike, and I just hope that one day will come when I am like him today watching my girl walking down the aisles..anyway could really rest up from last nights sleep! one of the saturdays I don't have to go to school or have Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-950138982003-05-28T17:52:00.000-07:002003-05-28T17:52:35.456-07:00Hey today in school second period, having a break.. so went to the library. Have been realli worn out the pst few days, literally I mean.. monday had dragon boat training, tuesday PE and physical fitness test, then yesterday wednesday had the heats for dragon boat race, the reason why my class have been training for it. SO now my back and shoulders are sore and basically fatigue I guess. WEll Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-945176602003-05-17T18:12:00.000-07:002003-05-17T18:12:00.470-07:00I am seriously getting very worked up now.. very edgy.. I Think its the hormones thingy..sighs.. realli like nervious about everything!! the 'A' levels is the main reason why.. I can't help it!! sighs I dunno whats wrong with me!! Today I am gonna attend second service. I decided on making this decision becasue I need to be focus on what I realli want I guess, and know that I can get it.. I dunnoHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-944460642003-05-16T05:53:00.000-07:002003-05-16T05:53:06.976-07:00It been like almost a month since I wrote.. haiz.. have been toiling over lots of stuff.. trying my best to put in time to study plus its been hectic! Tennis tournament means missing of tutorials and its not good trust me! I was well with maths but now I am slacking behind.. hard to understand.. help!!.. Can't help but to feel so Argh!! inside if you know what I mean.. Just want to retrieve back Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-932740162003-04-25T19:05:00.000-07:002003-04-25T19:05:09.573-07:00Bleah!! today was suppose to start out good.. but it turned alittle bleah!! as the day sputtered to a start!! You see I woke up at 6am this morning purposely to go for a jog and intend to watch the sunrise!.. well that was great no doubt and was great! came home and found out I was locked out of my own house!.. i had onli brought the gate key and the wooden door was lock! GREAT! I say... went allHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-929308392003-04-20T07:19:00.000-07:002003-04-20T07:19:12.106-07:00Today Easter sunday!!.. yeah man.. the sermon was realli Good talked about worshiping a God that is alive.. not the remains of some nobody, but a tomb that is empty becasue Jesus is risen!! Meisie you are such a sweetheart!!.. gave me a glass ball for my birthday present! muacks! now when I look at that girl in the glass ball praying, I will think of you and say a little prayer for you each time,Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-919090752003-04-03T04:20:00.000-08:002003-04-03T04:24:33.000-08:00Well you know I dun mind more holidays man!! haha.. Seriously.. its just the 'A' levels that I am concerned about!!.. could use the extra holidays to study more and play more too!!.. you know being paranoid does not serve any purpose I guess.. but realli we need to be cautious too lah.. diseases are part and partial of life like the mad cow disease bird flu and the black plague... if you realisedHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-917137222003-03-31T07:59:00.000-08:002003-03-31T07:59:03.826-08:00Feelin its about time!!.. about time I updated my bog agian!.. its a historic moment in world history.. the coming of time!.. and it had to happen in my generation.. well in everyone's life time there's bound to be some "excitement" if you know what I mean.. My generation's "excitement" is the economic recession the worst ever with the highest unemplyoment rate worldwide... worst then the great Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-907643312003-03-15T07:41:00.000-08:002003-03-15T07:41:40.186-08:00heyz again.. guess what.. my computer is fixed!!.. ahha.. my elder brother is such a pro man.. hehe.. so I get a slightly faster computer.. the harddisk was changed.. well everything is lost and I have to start afresh.. this computer is so empty I tell you.. got my icq and kazza back so yup.. today was great.. went for FCBC church service.. the worship was great man!!.. praise him! cell prayer Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-906417332003-03-13T02:41:00.000-08:002003-03-13T02:41:36.466-08:00Let me see.. its been 3 weeks or so that I have not written my blog.. either I can't be bodered or to lazy, to see the need these few days.. I can't realli figure out why.. my computer is down now.. hard disk crashed so I'm using my brother's computer in his room now..dunno when can I get a computer soon.. the looks of it not in the near future.. oh well, thankfully we have 2 other computers in Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-892374282003-02-17T05:22:00.000-08:002003-02-17T05:22:47.440-08:00This week is gonna be a full week.. after having the past dunno how many weeks, at least there has been a day short or a half day.. chinese new year is over.. valentines day is over.. the sianess never seems to go away!.. anyway.. am realli thankful to getting to know about this prayer group in my school.. we are gonna meet every morning for prayer before school starts!. God is good what can I Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-890882692003-02-14T04:49:00.000-08:002003-02-14T04:49:10.890-08:00Its valentines day today!! but I find myself sitting at home facing my computer... what am I doing?!? sigh.. everyone is out having a good time watching a movie, while I stuck myself at home... good job Ezra..*like watever?* I' ve got a maths test tml from 8 to 930..its a one and a half hour paper and I have sacrificed my night out to commit to studying.. but am I studying.. apparently not much..Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-889667892003-02-12T03:18:00.000-08:002003-02-12T03:18:31.860-08:00Feelin Shagged! but shiok! can you comprehend that??.. haha.. had went night cycling form pasir ris to east coast and all the way to NUS and back!!! the results are a soar backside, swollen palms, a soar shoulder, aching abs and back, and overall fatigue.. hahahah.. But I am so pleased with myself.. I endured! even on the trip home,, learnt lots of things along this endurance trip, and about Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-888484822003-02-10T05:27:00.000-08:002003-02-10T05:29:02.000-08:00Today is monday.. felt like I had the monday blues man.. was realli tired.. could doze off during tutorials and lectures today.. very edgy and unsettled.. but it turned out pretty good!!! Domanic came to be and asked if I wanted to study after school.. so we went to parkway where we stayed from 3 to 730pm.. well at least I got some work and studying done.. so I am pretty pleased.. yup.. jason Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-887090592003-02-07T07:39:00.000-08:002003-02-07T07:39:30.116-08:00Still feeling the chill in me.. nose is giving that nazzle tone as I talk.. maybe its kinda sexy.. I dunno.. hehe.. anyways today had geog test.. din realli studied for it cause yesterday was out till quite late after going down to mervyn's fathers wake.. but realli thank God for the peace and the wisdom as I took the paper.. I Will be thankful with watever results I recieve and strive to better Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-885825332003-02-05T02:06:00.000-08:002003-02-05T02:06:16.383-08:00I am not exactly feeling that well since last night.. sneezing and sniffing all the way.. sigh.. its so irritating.. it has resulted in my throat being soar and feels like my mouth is soar too... uhhh.. horrible. I have like two test coming up. one on friday and on saturday.. its geog and GP.. haiz..still have quite alot to study for geog.. have not realli started!!.. but I am aiming to pass all Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-885269892003-02-04T04:06:00.000-08:002003-02-05T01:54:31.000-08:00Yesterday I got to go out..I was so fed up with studying.. no one could stop me from getting out.. so in the end I could join elissa, stef, samuel, albert, gerogie, darren and barney for an NYDC dinner!!! today was a realli tiring day for me... went to school with a stomache,, I think it was the NYDC's pasta with so much cheese!!. hehe.. loved it alot though.. haha.. the pasta was realli good!! Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-884609862003-02-02T23:19:00.000-08:002003-02-02T23:19:16.560-08:00WHy?! why! why!?.. why is every part of my body dying to rebel! just want to get free!. its so irritating.. feel like just leaving this house! it feels like I am supressed... and it does not work like this.. it just doesn't..its not like I am not doing my work.. I am concerned as well and trying to the max of my present abiblity to do so... why why.. cant my father see it?? its the trying so hardHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-883769462003-02-01T06:29:00.000-08:002003-02-01T06:29:52.066-08:00Have I stumbled across this path.. am I drawn to this force??.. O But Have I Started the Blog! I wonder..directing seems wierd but it works.. am I speaking in codes?? like a beaper sending a morse code of SOS expecting to get the response when clearly morse code is not understood nowadays??.. I'm Bored!! haha.. but like a drunked disclaiming the fact, I have to let it go.. I think I have.. but Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-883302072003-01-31T07:42:00.000-08:002003-01-31T07:42:37.460-08:00Today went on an Angels date!! haha.. had lecture for the first peroid and then some celebrations.. kinda boring.. I rather have more lessons then the celebration.. hehe.. anyway.. after that went down to town in my TPJC uniform.. yeah I am so proud of myself.. ate beard papa which was so nice, the onli other thing I ate since breakfast, met my angel and we watched shanghi knights at PS.. then weHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-882504642003-01-29T21:02:00.000-08:002003-01-29T21:02:04.016-08:00*Tired* is how I am feeling right now..have been sleeping at 1am for the past two days.. woke up today kinda dazy, then while getting ready for school I had forgot to put on my belt and badge.. luckily have not got caught yet.. *fewf*.. the library is quite peacefull.. not many people around,, an occational tap of the keyboard.. the photocopying machine going off, a soft murmur and a silent hum Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-880899482003-01-27T02:33:00.000-08:002003-01-27T02:49:49.000-08:00Haiz.. my mind is blank man.. had so much on my mind just now but now all the brain juices are gone.. had just sat for a 2 hours econs faculty test paper.. man!! I think I am screwed.. but not that bad I guess.. hehe.. you see I am supposed to sit for the econs test which was postponed for me from saturday to today 4pm to 6pm.. I was dam sian about it.. dreaded the very thought about it in the Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-879511772003-01-24T03:27:00.000-08:002003-01-24T03:27:11.236-08:00Was somehow drawn to blog once again.. felt it calling me,, haha... I can't! I can't!!.. can't find the song "Here am I, send me" tried hunting for it today in life!bookshop but failed.. you know that time I broke down in tears with all the pressure one saturday ago...the breaking point was when I was frustrated with not being able to locate the song online.. Just can't help thinking if it is a Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-878390842003-01-22T05:35:00.000-08:002003-01-22T05:35:44.060-08:00*Sighs*... you know I went to Raffles hospital today to see a doctor for my wrist injury.. guess what.. I have a slight tear in my wrist ligament.. man! and it would take 3 weeks of complete rest and 3 more with light strengthening.. HOW??!!! you tell me.. sigh. how to play tennis like that?? won't be working that new tennis racket of my for qutie some time then...k lah, but it was kinda cool to Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-877222722003-01-20T02:58:00.000-08:002003-01-20T02:58:42.166-08:00Groans!!! sigh. having some stomach flu I think.. so much air stuck in my tummy.. feel like exploding!!.. vomitted like quite alot just now..and also when I came home from school my head was spinning.... feels like shit... argh :( ...Mummy is still away doing mission work as a nurse to the tribes people in rural kalimantan.. now I dun have anyone to take care of me for the moment when I am sick Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-876734222003-01-19T00:47:00.000-08:002003-01-19T00:47:39.670-08:00Today YES! lead worship.. played the guitar.. but I thought I was nervous so din play that well hai.. anyway as long as my heart is right... but the thing is that my heart may not be right.. sigh.. dunno whats going on.. feel like crying!! and just letting it Rip! just dunno who to let out to.. feeling so oppressed!!.. argh.. you know now I can understand why people turn to smoking and alcohol Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-875219802003-01-15T22:12:00.000-08:002003-01-16T04:48:17.000-08:00AH!!.. finally I can use the computer sigh.. realli irritating! you see I as usaual have a three period break before the next lecture.. but guess what.. I got caught up with group econs presentation.. then lunch and the routine trip to the library to update my blog got pushed backward.. hate rushing through my blog. but it seems like this is the onli time I am able and at the right mind to updateHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-871508642003-01-08T21:20:00.000-08:002003-01-08T21:20:17.590-08:00I will declare! I will rejoyce!.and raise your hands to the one who is holy, lift your eyes to the hope of heaven!... I will lift my voice and tell the world what Jesus has done for me!.. thats what the songs sings, and the song of my heart!.. As usual i am having a three periods break now, which is 3 hours! and therefore got the time to updater my blog once agian!.. later having a few more Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-868137722003-01-01T20:50:00.000-08:002003-01-01T20:50:15.250-08:00AH!!!I wanna shout it out!! It's the start of the New year 2003.. man isn't it fast *SIgh I am so tired in school now having a three period break.. really tempted to just go off and never come back for today.. but I am a good student so.. hehe..School is not as bad as i thought today on the first day.. although the vivid picture of hard work towards the 'A'levels have been painted in all the yearHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-859942732002-12-14T08:31:00.000-08:002002-12-14T08:31:39.836-08:00WOW!!.. its been quite long once again that I have updated my blog.. and SOOOoo many things have passed once again.. edwin is overseas and all.. almost half the cell is overseas at this point!! haha.. anyway lots of things have changed like the cell structure and I am not going to worry. things are looking bright and all I am having a Ball of a time!!!, yeah.. just had youthcamp! soo FUN!!!! man Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-854792942002-12-04T05:01:00.000-08:002002-12-04T05:01:05.746-08:00So everything is as it is... my angel's back!!! Meisie has still been msiSie!....and Samuel teo??.. still as gay as ever!! haha.. joking k brother.!!.that night when we stayed over at edwin's house with shiya, sam and me and eunice,, he kept saying I look very sexy in shorts and a tight shirt!!... haha.that explains it all huh??>.. haha.. and all is well I guess.. just another BIG event that wentHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-852033042002-11-28T01:32:00.000-08:002002-12-04T04:49:36.000-08:00Its been eleven days since I updated my blog!! so much has happened!!.. oh my gosh.. it feels like a long time!!!! being out and basically keeping myself busy was the reson why I guess!!.. had stumbled upon the "bethlehem project" and got appointed to be involved in logistics.. cool!!.. hehe... will be counselor for the two nights of the play as well!!.. I do not regret getting myself into all Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-846258892002-11-16T09:08:00.000-08:002002-11-16T09:12:49.000-08:00Felling like I am having a flare at poetry!!.. hahah.. maybe comeone can scout me..hehe.. Oh stop living in a lie!.. wake up and smell the fresh air.. the birds are singing your song!.. O can't you see??..Well today was a slack day for me... woke up with my nose in my throat!.. haha.. at least thats how I felt..hehe slacked and slacked summore.. had Sakei Sushi for lunch.. hehe.. udon and tempuraHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-846249792002-11-16T08:40:00.000-08:002002-11-16T08:40:34.246-08:00Wondering why... thoughts are constipated,, don't seem to flow as last time.. is the blog spark over?? hehe..well onli time will tell.. ONLI TIME WILL TELL..... O But HAve I Started the Blog!.... clutted choking concern.. can it be that I have stumbled?.. O but have I started the blog......Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-844737152002-11-13T07:03:00.000-08:002002-11-13T07:03:58.423-08:00Yeah!!... today was great! ate quite alot and laughed quite alot too!!!.. had a real great time with samuel and jeremy!!.. the three musketeers.. hehe.. hope I spelt it right.. anyway we were shopping for cloths.. like last time!!. hehe.. had fun man.. guys day out!!.. ate crepes.. from the free voucher!!,, dam nice.. waited for the oysters to arrive but argh!!.. irritating.. bluff us!!... in theHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-844229372002-11-12T08:30:00.000-08:002002-11-12T08:30:25.100-08:00Life has its ups and downs,,, today was ups!!,, haha,,, woke up at 745.. felt realli slack.. training was at 830... quite tiring and fun.. but its so irritating when I still cant get my strokes right.. got to work on it I guess,, yeah!!.. haha.. the rest of the day was quite fun too.. had a realli great time with meisie.. we were on a crepe hunt!! ahha.. and got free crepes to eat on doing a Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-843675852002-11-11T08:30:00.000-08:002002-11-11T08:30:16.246-08:00Just a few minutes back it was monday.. now its tuesday already!!!... is it me or is time passing so fast during the hols??!! thinking that its going to be so short.. I have decided to make full use of it.. especially to *try and catch up with my school work(note the * "try").. esp C maths. yup but on the other hand now I will have much time to juggle too!!.. balancing it out will be another Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-843144712002-11-10T05:48:00.000-08:002002-11-11T00:19:43.000-08:00TIRED!! is all I can say ... realli shagged out... by everything that has been happening.. tennis.. trips to town..stay overs...you know..the life of a student who has sort of completed his exams for the year!! today went to church.. had lots of fun .. met the new cell group!! so excited for them.. shared my testimony about my cell life.. realli felt inspired by all the younger ones!!.. let the Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-842789632002-11-09T07:53:00.000-08:002002-11-09T07:53:28.963-08:00Well today was a tiring and eventful day I must say... you see.. had come back from edwin's house at 1230 this morning... was going to have training at 8am,,, yeah... got up and was realli looking forward to tennis!!... the sun was real hot..quite nice... but I think I "over done" myself.. hehe.. feeling real hot and tan now.. yup.. I think I am getting better in my strakes.. need to work on themHohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-842787782002-11-09T07:46:00.000-08:002002-11-09T07:46:45.440-08:00Mood: Relieved!!
Though feelin not much difference from before the exam on thursday.. onli less apprehensive..
tried to let go after friday's ordeal.. went over to my Angel's house to slack and watch survivour.. casue she needed a guitar tuner anyway.. so I din mind since I was so eager to get out of the house that day... had just cut my hair till onli an inch long and ppl say I look younger .. Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3890769.post-841742802002-11-07T07:15:00.000-08:002002-11-07T07:15:02.796-08:00Mood: Apprehension!
feeling in dispair.. no were to turn...
A few more hours.... being beaten in the weakest state I'm in..
Nothing to boast nothing to hide.. my fault..Guilty!!
I see a light.. or is it cause I want to see a light?
But tml can be a happy day!!Hohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09141505029431680595noreply@blogger.com